Hello, I hope you are all well.
I am good, just not enough time in the day. Do you notice time going faster, I do.
Sometimes I get jealous of people who live in an apartment, condo or even a home in the town where they don't have to deal with much. I on the other hand live on a farm by myself and I try to balance raising my own gardens, fixing up an old farm and raising animals, in addition to working in my office and in another therapy office. Sometimes it becomes overwhelming. It is at those times I remind myself that I am the lucky one. I have a Divine connection to nature, to my surroundings and to my food. I am grateful every day that I have to haul buckets of water and hay to feed my cattle. There is nothing better than a herd of herbivores greeting you with a cheery good morning on a sunny spring day. Living the way I do reminds me of who I am and what I'm capable of. Living in relative isolation allows me to focus on myself for if I do not take care of myself I cannot guide or assist others in healing. I call it selfishness for the highest good. Not in an arrogant way of selfishness such as a Paris Hilton but the selflessness in Spirit.

On to office matters. We continue to work on the website. Progress is slow due to the fact that we have so much going on. The new site will be awesome, with an all new look and photography, anaffirmation page of positive messages, and a video blog, which will tie me to the computer and get me over my fear of writing and blogging. We're even talking about having a tele-class either through conferencing on the phone and computer or through Skype in order to broaden our audience to people who do not live near me. We are very excited and can't wait to present it to everybody.

I have to say that the groups have been going wonderfully. I have two groups going at my office and one at the other therapy office. All of my groups refuse to end. This is a challenge since I cannot move on with more people and start new groups. My goal is to create one big group and keep introducing the smaller ones into the larger as I work with new members for the first 3 to 4 months of healing and awareness. I also have to say that to this day it still awes me that I have come to this place of helping others as I learn to help and heal myself. My journey and all of our journeys never end and we are all at the cusp of a new beginning. It is so exciting to see all of my groups bloom and prosper in their own conscious awareness in their daily lives. As we all come from different walks of life we all realize that we are one in our struggles and one in our hearts. What I also see in many is extreme difficulty overcoming their fears. I see many who call themselves healers, intuitives and psychics who say that they will help others when they have not healed themselves. This sets a dangerous precedence for continued dysfunction. We have been so conditioned to think that we need to find happiness outside of ourselves. We are willing to go to a psychic to tell us what we want to hear rather than what we need to hear to truly bring that happiness in. Yes, I challenge but it's my job, I see the truth and to be honest the truth of this world is bullshit in most cases. I often say that I see dysfunction on a global scale whittled down to each and every individual on the planet. A good example is what's going on with the volcano in Iceland. Volcanic ash stopped airline traffic for a week in Europe and what do the airlines want to do but to sue for lost revenue. They expect to be compensated for a natural occurrence. They say where is our money, where is our money. What about, where are the people, are the people safe. We have forgotten about people and have replaced it with money. The Catholic Church is another prime example. My master often says when did God become money?They say that they preach the word of God yet they do not take responsibility for their actions. Don't they preach that everyone should take responsibility for their actions. Why do they not practice what they preach. Like Caroline Myss says, organized religion is nothing but a costume party. They say that they are above everyone else because they know God, when in truth, we are all equal in that knowing of God. Taking responsibility for our actions, being just, moral, non-judgment, love & respect to ourselves, others and all of life are of Spirit. Denial, minimizing,rationalzation, judgment and blaming are of the human ego and that has become our world. We have been mislead to look for God outside of ourselves. There is no one above another, we are all One, we are all Divine Beings having a human experience. Look for God within with your own self love and find that grace and goodness that you are, always and then you shall see it in all the world.

I have spouted enough for now. Everyone take good care of yourselves. And remember that before you came, while you are here, and after you have gone, you are loved, lovable and loving, always and forever.

LoveSteven